Scribbling some thoughts after the UNPLUG CHALLENGE...
On the weekends or during break, I usually start a day with
turning my laptop on and surfing the internet. This has been a daily routine
for me since I have my own laptop except I did not realize until doing the
unplug challenge. The unplug challenge gave me an opportunity to observe myself
and my daily routine with the internet. I usually fall asleep with having my
laptop playing a video or music. When I wake up, my fingers naturally pushed
on/off button on my laptop without thinking. Not to mention, my laptop has been
right next me on my bed all night long. Once my laptop is on, I go to a Korean
streaming website to catch up on what is going on in Korea. On that website, I
usually watch Korean dramas or TV shows. By the time I check the clock, it is
almost noon and I get up to make lunch. While I am cooking, my laptop is still
running and I find myself looking up some recipes. While I am eating, I usually
watch another Korean TV show (or sometimes a movie) online with my brother.
After cleaning up, I come back into my room and sit on my desk. ‘Time to do
homework.’ Before the challenge, I thought this is the only time when my heavy
usage of the internet comes in. When all
these things are going on, I do not forget to check and reply emails. Around
dinner time, once again, I look up recipes and watch another TV show. Keeping a
log of my internet usage for a day brought me to a realization of how addicted
I am to the internet.
This scared me a lot. I questioned myself whether I can
successfully complete the challenge. On the other hand, I felt relieved in a
way because I will be on vacation with Krissy and another friend while I am
doing the challenge. Here was my plan. I was going to allow myself to use maps
application to get around places and Kakao Talk (a mobile messenger application)
to talk with my parents in Korea. Other than these two, I decided to be
internet access-less for four days during my vacation.
The challenge started with taking the steering wheel and
driving to San Diego. Day 1 worked out well because I drove to Yuma, AZ. I did
not even bother to touch my phone since Krissy did a fantastic job navigating
us. After switching, I rode shotgun and I accompanied my friend who was driving
all the way to San Diego. As soon as we got to our hotel, all of us knocked out
from six-hour driving. Day 1 was very successful.
Day 2, this is when it got challenging. We were at Mission
Bay Beach and were looking for a place for lunch. I told everyone with
confidence, “Guys, I have a solution!” I took out my phone and googled ‘best
restaurants in Mission Bay Beach’. Until one of my friends pointed out, I did
not even realize I was on the internet. Wow. That was a failure, right there.
After lunch, I became conscious about using my phone. I ‘tried’ not to use my
phone at all. I did not use internet anymore after this incident, but I felt
really guilty. Day 2 was definitely more challenging than Day 1. I prayed Day 3
would be better.
We were at Disneyland the entire day for Day 3 of the
challenge. Going on rides and taking pictures definitely helped me stay away
from surfing the internet and killing time. Moreover, two other friends joined
and we had three experts of Disneyland. Thanks to those three, I followed
wherever they were going. No need to use my phone or pamphlet to figure out
where I was going. On Day 3, I did not break any rules. Another good day.
Day 4 became very tricky. I was the navigator of the group
and maps function on my phone would not cooperate with me. I ended up using
google maps on the web. Not to mentioned, I googled location of Korean markets
near LA.
The hardest part of the challenge was realizing how much I
am on the internet daily. I used to make fun of my cousin who was on her
computer 24/7. I was not different at all. Another challenging part was (even
though it is very obvious) giving up what I always had like searching on the internet,
Youtube, and social media. I sometimes feel nervous when I feel like I do not
have compatible amount of information compared to other people. Not having the
internet access made me think “what if I miss out on something very important?”
Easy part of the challenge was not using text and phone calls. I am already bad
with answering my phone in daily basis. Actually the unplug challenge gave me
an excuse to continue that. It was also very entertaining watching Krissy and
me tapping our forehead and going “ah darn it! We just used internet AGAIN.”